I have a very busy schedule like most young professionals living in the city. I can't blame anyone because I was the one who chose this life in the first place. I want a lot of things - I want to be rich and successful, etc. But all those aspirations come with a lot of sacrifices. Unfortunately, that includes time.
I'm really exhausted. It feels like I no longer have control over my own life. It has to comply with my work, my school, my family, my friends, and relationships, with everything.
Am I just making excuses? Do I want another escape?
I'm tired of chasing my dreams. As soon as I wake up every single morning, I need to get hurry so I won't be late for work. My weekend is also always full of errands. I no longer have time for myself.
Lord,
I'm probably just overthinking because I'm tired and I seriously need a break. I'm exhausted. I've been chasing success for a long time and it feels like I still have a long way to go.
Lord, I think I'm already losing myself. I'm giving a lot to the people around me and yet I'm starving myself of the break that I deserve.
Lord, help me realize my purpose. I'm probably just overwhelmed with all the things around me. I don't want to quit. I just want a break.
Amen.
