The Good News.
Over the weekend, I was so preoccupied thinking about the scholarship that I got myself into. I had to finish the first part of it on or before May 21st, Monday. The thing is, I was still in the first chapter of a 14-chapter module. How am I going to finish everything in just a short span of time?
It was my fault. I'm not a big fan of procrastination but I often find myself in it. And on every single time, I always blame myself for being so lazy.
Since it was so hopeless, I seriously prayed last Sunday for a miracle. That there might be some other way that could help me get past this.
In the wee hours of Monday, I rushed to complete all the chapter exams of the module. Luckily, I was able to pass all 14. But there are also 14 labs that need to be submitted. I was so tired and sleepy that time so I decided to email my sponsor if it's possible to have the timeline extended. Then, I went to bed.
As soon as I wake up, I got surprised to know that there was no deadline to begin with. The email reads "There are no deadlines. Those are guidelines to keep you on track. You will not be dropped from the program. You will have access to the material until Aug 2."
Prayers really do work. Who would've thought that I'll have more time to review and complete the program, right? I was already about to give up. I was about to accept that I failed this one again. But, the Lord is seemed to be so persistent in giving me another chance. I should not let him down this time.
The Bad News.
Just when I was about to end my day, I received a bad news. It's about one of my business partners in our recently established startup consultancy company. He's going to leave us. He's accepting an offer from one of our professors in the graduate school.
I was kind of expecting that he'll be going to accept the offer. That's a pretty good deal. I would've accepted that too. But, coming from the other side of the line, a part of me was really hoping that he'll still choose us. But, he didn't.
We parted in good terms. But, that was an emotional rollercoaster. We all tried to lighten things up. Slowly, I've started to realize that this business venture is bound to fail because the very person who engaged us to be here in the first place is already gone.
I don't know why I'm being optimistic these days but I still managed to accept the fact that he's gone and that we should all move forward because business is business.
I really like this new attitude inside me. It's not like I'm always positive. I'm beginning to see things in the brighter perspective. I'm not sure why it's happening but this is definitely a good sign.
Lord,
I have failed you a thousand times and yet you still gave me another chance. I know that I am not worthy of these blessings but I hope that I'll be able to glorify You as I take on this path.
You were there when I was stuck thinking how I should move forward. You were listening to all my prayers when I channeled there all my wishes and dreams. I couldn't be more grateful for Your guidance and wisdom.
Thank You for making me realize how lucky I am despite all the bad news that I'm receiving every day. For keeping me cool and optimistic. I appreciate Your patience by always reaching out to me whenever I feel like being lost.
Amen.
